Home for Christmas

Do you dream of being home for Christmas? Or are you right where you want to be? This song is lovely, but it gets me down sometimes. I'm not where I want to be. I have lived here for many years, but I really have no feelings for this place. I dream of being elsewhere. Some place I can be happy to be. A modern apartment in town or maybe a lovely little country farmhouse. Surrounded by happy friends and family. No one visits me here in no man's land. I hate it here. I don't even decorate for the holidays because I don't care. Maybe next year I can be else where. I plan on making some changes in the coming year.